Starting over always comes with mixed emotions — excitement, nervousness, and if I’m being honest, a little bit of fear. After resigning from my previous BPO job, I finally stepped into my new company last week. And wow, ang dami kong feels.
It wasn’t just about learning new systems, remembering new names, and adjusting to a new schedule. It was about carrying the weight of responsibility — knowing that every hour spent in training is not just for me, but for my family’s future.
Day 1: The “New Kid” Vibe
Walking into the training room felt like being the new kid at school again. Everyone was quiet, sizing each other up, waiting for introductions. I missed the familiar faces from my old company, but I reminded myself — new environment, new opportunities.
The first day was all about orientation, policies, and those icebreaker activities na medyo awkward pero necessary. By the end of the day, I felt drained… but also hopeful.
Day 2-3: Information Overload
These were the days my brain felt like a sponge — except it was already dripping from being too full. New tools, new processes, acronyms I’ve never heard of. Nakaka-overwhelm, to be honest.
But here’s the thing: being a dad prepared me for this. If I can handle sleepless nights, tantrums, and answering a million “why” questions from my kids, then I can survive training modules and simulations.
Day 4: The Turning Point
By midweek, I started finding my rhythm. I remembered more names, got the hang of the trainer’s pace, and even cracked a few jokes with my seatmates. That’s when I realized — I don’t have to figure it all out on Day 1. What matters is showing up, listening, and giving my best every single day.
Day 5: Ending Strong
The week ended with a sense of relief. I survived my first week! The commute is still long, the adjustments are real, but I went home that Friday night feeling proud. I wasn’t just surviving training — I was proving to myself (and to my family) that I can handle this new chapter.
Dad Reflections
Training isn’t just about the technical stuff. It’s about patience, humility, and perseverance. As a dad, those are things I practice every day at home, and now I see how much they help me at work too.
This first week reminded me: new beginnings are never comfortable, but they are worth it. And while I miss the familiarity of my old job, I’m excited for the stability and opportunities this new company brings.
Because at the end of the day, every long commute, every late-night review of training notes, and every ounce of effort — it’s all for my family. And that makes every struggle worth it.
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